Well as most of my friends know
I am a bit of an emotional person
And there are times when I can't
help but be in a bad mood however
I am with the love of my life and
I still am getting depressed. I want
to lay down and cry until I have
no more tears to shed. I came home
early cuz I was feeling sick and
well I don't know anymore I seem
to only want death to surround me
But I know if that happened I would
not have the love of my life any more
This life comes with so many problems
and we have to work them out one way
or another. Now I have so many wanting
me and all i can do is tell them no and
it tends to brake their hearts so yea I
don't know what to do what to think
I have so many thoughts going in and
out of my head that I am so confused
with life and love and everything so yea
I have no idea what to do with all these
things in my life. Never can I ever have
a normal.